I dont know why but I feel weird. Feeling sad perhaps? I miss you I guess.
My mum just gave a loud scream just now. Sort of venting her stress and anger towards "bastardo". Sigh....I dont know what to feel anymore. Tell me what to feel. She says she feel slightly better after screaming. Sometimes it is just little things which irks us. I realise that after a continuous habitual routine, people tend to take things for granted. And usually it always about us (the children) or money. I hate money. Why cant people just give and take. I really hate it. I wanna work so much but my mum doesnt want me to work late. She says if I go back to work it will add to her stress and worry box. I can take care of myself....I really can. As for my dad, I just sometimes wanna so much to hug him but maybe shy at times....hahaha so silly right!? Stupid idiotic Rachie. I love my mama.
My sister just came home, she was inspecting my eyes. She says why are they so off-white in colour. Asked me whether I've been smoking....hehz my sister is so silly. She is a nurse by the way....an excellent one in fact. Patient and loving. Unlike me, sometimes I wish so much to be more like her. Responsible and all that. I feel that I can be quite irresponsible at times. I love my sister. I love my brother too. I love my dad too too.
Listening to Usher right now. He makes me happy. Sounds retarded I know but I just listen to his CD and I feel happy I guess. Maroon 5 makes me happy too....and this other CD called "for the love of god".....its really nice.
Dha my close friend is also having some personal problems. Sigh....it hurts me to see her having problems. But it's these problems which makes us stronger both emotionally and physically. More emotionally actually.
quote of the moment "There is no remedy for love but to love more."
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1:12 PM
My brain
To us aliens are scary, to them we are the scary ones
You found me :)
I think I laugh twice as loudly as you
I love scones and muffins
I love metaphysical stuffs
I love to travel
I love my job (at times)
And I love
