Monday, May 30, 2005
I just saw two huge moths at YISHUN!!! The place where I live!! Kill me pls. Now.One I saw while walking on the way home....and another huge one just outside my house!!!! I ran like a mad woman and closed all the windows and shouted "Mummy! Dont open the windows pls!""It may be just a moth or butterfly but it is my PHOBIA. Mottephobia."
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Sunday, May 29, 2005
Cuppacinno from bali. Yum. Taste exactly like the hazelnut latte i love to drink at the BIG RED COUCH cafe at citylink. But when I passed by there yesterday, they closed it down and now TCC is taking over. Sigh....oh well....business calls I suppose.Everything has been a blur and rush rush. Andy changed his producer to Hudha. Sorry rach but I think you should know why darling. Finally starhub has been done. Gonna burn it into a disc later and pass it to Mr James tomorrow. Oh man. One thing I know and upset about is that one month has gone to waste. Cause of the mishaps and the not-so-well planned out schedule. I guess it is not the FULL MOON but this month has definately been a not smooth one esp for andy. For me, I guess I can go through it pretty well cause I have been through worst scenerios other than this. When something is already so screwed up, what other bad stuff can go wrong? Unless you are talking about death than that is another issue.Life never goes the way you want it. It is what you make out of it and whether you want to think of a more positive outlook or carry on dwelling in your own problems. I myself do dwell on self-pity at times but like I say people can change for the better. It takes time to change. I cannot seem to get down on my script. Typed out 5 pages and I left it like that. Sigh Rachie get down to work....If not you will never be able to get out a good script! "dews from the rain, smells of coffee lingers, orange glow from the candle, thumping of the speaker, whirls from the fan, flickering shadows - all presence at 'Rachie's'...."
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Monday, May 23, 2005
lynlyn and me
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Happy 20th meimei
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more fun for dove
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
I dont become moody on purpose. I just feel the way I do at times. I guess I been a little frowny these days. Dont ask me why, cause I really dont know why. I cant explain. Sometimes you just feel the way you do, no reason behind that.
I always have little serious talks with him....which in return makes one party (or both of us) being sad or feeling a little off. I dont do it on purpose. I dont frown on purpose. I just frown. I dont know why but I know I always frown. No wonder pimples are starting to pop out in between my eyebrows. Sheesh....oh well no more sweet things for me. I have been eating quite alot lately. I feel BIG. Maybe thats why I am moody. I feel ugly. Period.
Please dont doubt my care and concern I have towards you. Sometimes I dont show it out. I dont know why but no big reason behind that. Sometimes I feel so innocent and lost, I need you to help me along the way. Sometimes I just wanna break down and cry or sometimes I just wanna shout so much that my face will crunch till I become a beast. Emotional I am and always will be. Sometimes I want someone to slap me so hard across my face to wake me up from my fantasy. A fantasy of laughters and a field of frowns. The REAL rachie, pandy and my family sees it at times. My best friends? They have yet to see it. Or is rachie afraid to show her moody (at times) self to them? Maybe she is just being manja (or rather childish).
Rachie, always trying to change for the better. I have changed ALOT since my younger days (15 yrs around there). Now I am almost 20 yrs, I have seen quite alot I guess. Been through tough times, both financially, emotionally and spiritually. Again they say that I am BLESSED. I know I am. Blessed that I am alive and satisfied. What more can people ask for? The sufferings in the other end of the world...can it compare to a bad grade? No. The kids in terrible poverty...can it compare to us not able to drink coke on a hot day? No. But yet we (that includes ME) still complain and pout. Some traits cannot be change. Some things cannot be change. I myself cannot do much about it. Only pray. Prayer is powerful. It is. Although people talk "pray also nothing happens..." it shows how much you care about the beauty of patience and knowing that sometimes things may not appear as they seem. Like I say everything happens for a reason...be it good or bad.
Michael Jackson did so much to help. Children in poverty. He helped. Earth. He helped. Look at him now, being scrutinised by the public. I feel so much for him. I dont know what is right and what is wrong but I do know that he has a compassionate heart. Something which many of us lack.
.love.devotion.feelings.emotions.
.dontbeafraidtobeweak.
.returntoyourself.
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Monday, May 16, 2005
I was late for mass today....I stood there like a cuckoo trying to find my friends in the crowd of church-goers. Me without my specs....like a baby bat trying to find it's mother. Hehz...anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA! Love ya girl! We went to this jap restaurant called ATORI....I think...kinda nice and price ranges from $14.50 - $28. Anyway, while FI was driving there, we got kinda lost....so much for reading the street directory...I suck man. Thank god becky realised that it was the wrong section and we got to the place in a while. I have been quite a happy girl lately. Everything has been okay....like a sea of white chocolate...at least that's what I call him...."white chocolate boy". Though when the weather gets damn hot, "I'm melting...." hee...just for fun.Rach L, Andy and I went to visit the kids at ACM today. SO SO SO adorable and kinda ROWDY the kids. Although there were like only four of them, they are definately a hand full to handle. Nevertheless, cool fun and certainly entertaining to see how the kids behave. One girl was like "He kiss you and then she kiss you....you kiss three boys.....etc" sigh...kids...so young but yet so knowledgeble....OpPsS...is it the right word to use? Or maybe so young yet so horny....hahaa JUST KIDDING!Need to catch up with my friends. I feel kinda lack of social activities. Or maybe it's just managing my time and putting in effort. Sigh...rachie rachie...excuses excuses."...the leaves rustled beneath the velvet sky, slowly he awaits for drops. Drops of love."
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
help us with the dove campaign! hehz....
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
hornyrach and me!
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my head looks bigger than my body
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Dha mama
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Monday, May 09, 2005
Before I start, I know it has been DAMN and i mean DAMN long since I last blogged but....anyways....People talk about others. They do. Could it be that they are jealous? Or could it be that they are lying about on-goings? I really could not care less. I know what I need to know. All I need to know is he loves me and I love him. Sorry to say that those people who dont believe in whatever or keeps on lying about him can jolly well run to the Qing Dynasty and bang their heads on the the ground.Anyway, today horny rach and I taught each other dance secrets. Hehz....she taught me something to do with the ass. Dha could not really be bothered with us....hahahaa she did however taught us this funny actions with her feet in conjunction with her hands. Horny rach cant do that ass thing...sigh guess she has to "put her back into it"! Hee...Adel, hornyrach, dha and me took pictures together this afternooon....I am gonna develop the pictures and send it in to the DOVE advertisement competition thinging. Just for fun. I have fun with hornyrach and dha. "barefooted, she pranced on the wooden planks. Awaiting for dawn, she speaks of love...."
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