what's life? Are we all just here to slave away at work and die later? Honestly, what are we living for? Yes you can say that we should appreciate our lives etc...but then why are we working so hard to achieve happiness? Working hard = money = stability = happiness OR love = happiness. Its fairly simple. I don't earn much but if my love life is great, you can call me the happiest girl on earth. I don't ask for much, I just want to be loved like I love....
I'm a lil sentimental today, perhaps it's because a close friend of mine just lost her dad. First was a heart attack then the result was respiratory failure. You know heart attack is the worse. It can happen to anybody young or old, even the healthiest person on earth stands a chance in this heart game. You'll never know when it may strike. It's scary just thinking about it. Because heart attack is so sudden, it will be even worse for the victim's family. My heart really feels the pain of my friend and her family. When it comes to death, nothing can be done, no words can confort, no touch can heal....all we can do is just be there for here, let her know our presence is there with her.
My life is so monotonous everyday. Why do we do that? Why do we get up to go to work? Why do we see this need to compete. The urge of not failing. Is failure really that bad? I am starting to really detest life.
I'm tired, I'm gonna go to my bed.
to be cont.
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4:35 AM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Yesterday went timbre with the usual again. This time round it wasnt that fun. Perhaps the band was pretty fast and didnt sing much. Boo. They looked like they were more interested in the girls at the side who were having a fun time with each other. Oh well, we may not go next week.
Anyway, the weekend was pretty well-spent I guess. Went zouk on friday night, had free passes to singapore fashion week. Partied for a while then headed home. But I spent ALOT recently! Sheez, I gotta really focus and start saving man. If not when I really need the money, I wont have any.
Ray and adel are so sweet to each other. Seriously. If most men are like adel's guy, girls out there wont have frequent heartbreaks.
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2:20 PM
Monday, October 15, 2007
Silence is precious.
Enjoy every moment of it.
Hard to attain.
Scared to absorb.
Peace when at it.
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9:36 PM
Alright so the weekend was pretty fun and not to mention expensive but it was worth it.
Caught up with the girls at clarke quay. After walking rounds, we decided to head down to hooters. The calamari was delicious. I had problems walking for the past few days cause me yes clumsy spastic me trip over a drain and fell. The result is a minor twist in my ankle, major swollen bruise on my left leg and generic bruises on my right knee. But the thing is, I am like so used to getting scars and bruises that it doesn't really bother me as much. Most to most is don't wear skirt lor. Sheesh.
And saturday my colleagues and I headed over to timbre @ substation. Sort of a farewell chill session with my senior producer cause she's leaving us....*sobs* I like her alot, she's da best. She backs you up and not stabs you in the back. Trust me, politics is everywhere. There is no escaping. So it's best to me like ME! Act dumb. Ignorance is bliss really.
Anyway, timbre is one of my fav place to go. Be it when I'm feeling down or when I'm happy. The one at the arts house is more chichi but still not bad la. But substation is the best if you like outdoors and like to soak in the laid back atmosphere. Not to mention *ahem* cuties. (My timbre khaki should know who I'm refering too)
ANYWAY, so yeah it's like I wanna say something but this is a public blog anyway so you gotta be careful of what you type. Don't wanna offend anyone. Just put it this way, I hope. Yup I hope.
What's life without a little hope.
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9:14 PM
My brain
To us aliens are scary, to them we are the scary ones
You found me :)
I think I laugh twice as loudly as you
I love scones and muffins
I love metaphysical stuffs
I love to travel
I love my job (at times)
And I love
