I am having jitters about my attachment. Bleargh...guess being on attachment, they ask you to do the laziest and stupidest job like buying food for the whole office? Hehz, shit stuff. But oh well, dont mind me, I am just born a complain queen.
Oh well, lets see. Filming was alrighty today. Although CCK has terrible traffic! The sound is just petrifying for a soundman ahem like myself....
PMS> Yes I guess my PMS is coming. I feel bloatedly fat, pimples are coming out and emotions are stale. Blah. I hate periods. *Sigh* Periods....the why they make you feel....
Anyway, families are important.
"to see behind the eyes in every person requires patience and compassion."
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10:32 PM
Friday, June 17, 2005
I am as full as a piggy who just ate her lsat meal. Oh man. There is seriously something wrong with my stomach. Each time I eat a full meal at night, my stomach feels weird. Real weird. Sigh. I guess it is just "warning" me not to eat too much.
Anyway, I heard from a certain lecturer that I will be attached to this company called PicsTalk. Strange, cause I asked Peanuthead about it and he said that his boss wont even be in Singapore cause of some other commitment. I wonder where I will end up if PicsTalk does not need any attachment peeps.
Argh, my stomach is seriously sometimes spoiling my mood. Gross, its like there is sharp pain sometimes and like a baby dino is gonna burst out any moment.
I am right now waiting for 1130pm so I can go and shower....not that I cant shower now but I just like to have certain timings. Hee, I met Hui Xiang (love ya!) on the way with my Pandy just now. She wanted to pass him her short film disc so he can pass it to Rachel Lim. Hehe, she was with this certain guy....whom shall not be name? But he lives in a so-called labotorary (lame). We also bought Cheryl's present. Her birthday is on Monday and my Pandy's birthday is tomo! Which actually is 39 minutes away. I bought him this this and that.Yada yada yada....
"there comes a point where the light just fades but it is up to you to brighten it up again"
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10:52 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Today is one of the worst day of my life. Things suck. I suck. I suck alot. I do things I am unaware of. I hurt people. Never intentionally. But yet feelings and emotions are hurt. Sorry.
I feel faint. Will you still catch me if I fall?
Do you still love me?
Will god still bless me?
"tears to fill an ocean"
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12:10 AM
Monday, June 13, 2005
I do care I really do. I am sorry.
"love is unpredictable...wait for it"
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2:00 AM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Its in my head. the headache has been there since god knows when. shake my head *once *twice and it is still there. cant stand long...*fainting spells...god i feel like a useless weakling.
I have attitude. A freaking sucky one. I am this way. I cant help it. People think I am nice. Trust me, I am not what people think I am. "Sweet sugary smiley sunshine girl". When I dont smile, "why you so moody?" HELLO!? People have moods. And I am announcing today that I have terrible swings....mood swings that is. Whoever sticks with me shall suffer! Freak! Did I make myself sound bad? No no...I am still nice, sweet, miss "everything is perfect suckup" rachie. But yet, sometimes and i mean sometimes i feel like shouting and being bad. I feel like turning around and running away. Shutting myself away. Alone. Solitude. I feel like slapping my face so hard it changes colour.
Skin. Different colour. The sun basking on my tan tan tan skin. Sun. Heat. Frolicking in my darkness of cover. Marks being created. Scars showing.
I dont know what this post is about but I feel weird. I feel sleepy even though I did sleep for about 8 hours. So what!? I am still sleepy! It does not matter how long you slept. The fact that you are still sleepy means you are sleepy. Wonder why people like to say "you sleep 8 hours not enough ah...!?" WHO CARES!? Who cares how long you sleep!? I can sleep for 20 hours but I still might be sleepy the next day!
Heated Conversations. Arguements. I am tired of it. Tired. Feelings cannot be controlled. I understand. But understanding is essential.
"away she walked. he did not express. emotions go unnoticed."
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10:46 PM
My brain
To us aliens are scary, to them we are the scary ones
You found me :)
I think I laugh twice as loudly as you
I love scones and muffins
I love metaphysical stuffs
I love to travel
I love my job (at times)
And I love
