Well, it's 2005. Really fast time passes. Just like you take a bite of a chocolate and it's gone. Hehz, I know it's a weird comparison but oh well.
I reached home this morning at about 5am. I went to boom boom room last night with my poly friends to just pass time and enjoy the countdown. It was a pleasant outing. Had fun. Been thinking lately about quite a few stuff. Yesterday we also went out to help cheer my friend up....she had just broke up with her boyfriend of about 2 yrs. On New Year's Eve....sad isnt it? What a way to spend the New Year right? But although she initiated it, it still isnt easy to accept and sometimes you cannot help feeling guilty and emotions just takes over you.
I myself feel really sad and guilty as well. You see, there is this really genuine and nice guy who fancies me. He does really sweet and thoughtful things for me. But somehow my feelings are just not growing for him. I told him the truth but he says he will not give up so easily. He is such a nice person that I feel bad for him. Worse is that I am a soft-hearted person, I just hope that he will find someone who really appreciates and reciprocates his feelings. I even tried to let myself feel for him but my heart was just somewhere else. You know that feeling?
2004 has been a difficult year for everyone. Especially with all the disasters. I really pray that 2005 will bring new hopes and new light to all those who suffered. After the Tsunami disaster, I thought of something when I heard someone say that "God is trying to show that those terrorist can kill hundreds but I (GOD) can kill thousands!" When I heard that, it can be quite true. With all the terrorist attacks and killings, maybe this Tsunami disaster is a way that nature (god's doing?) is trying to show something. Do you know what I mean? Dont get me wrong, I am a catholic and am faithful to him. Just trying to show how powerful and sad God is at all the killings and suffering that is taking place. In the end, the innocent also suffers. In one of the countries, almost 3/4 of the tribe were wiped out from the Tsunami. Saddening.
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11:30 PM
My brain
To us aliens are scary, to them we are the scary ones
You found me :)
I think I laugh twice as loudly as you
I love scones and muffins
I love metaphysical stuffs
I love to travel
I love my job (at times)
And I love
