These few days I have been rather sleepy and tired....must be the late night chats with my friends. Noticed recently been having a few munches on my comfort food - chocolate....yikes! Feeling guilty! I'm already like a cow and yet I am still snacking sometimes. Oh gawd....I need something to occupy my mind with. I dont usually snack alot but these few days have been doing so....sheesh. Anyway, I better stop all this unhealthy habits!
I managed to finish my 3D Toy Train today. It was rather alright cause we had step by step instructions....not much of a challenge I know. Anyway, today I was thinking about stuff and I felt something lacking in my life. Not sure what is it though. Could it be my lack of a social life with my close friends? Or could it be something else? One of my friend called my few nights ago. He called me saying how bored he was in camp and whether I remembered about our "promise". Well, it is a silly promise but when I was working at the pub with him, we promised each other that if we were still single when we reach the age of about 25 years, we would get married to each other. Hahaa....come back to think of it, it's really funny but a sweet thing I guess. Then he started saying how he used to like me and I did not take him seriously....stuff like that. Then he asked me whether I had any feelings for him before, I just kept quiet and said we are friends. I dont like being in this sort of situation....like being asked about my feelings etc....cause usually I would just say "I dont know" or just stay quiet like a cukoohead. I find men confusing. Sometimes I wish they could just get straight to the point or just be honest. One of my close guyfriend told me that guys will lie to you if they know the truth will hurt you. Maybe because of what he said I find it hard to believe guys even if they say that they are telling the truth. Or maybe I'm just buyers. You can think anything you want to. We talked alot that day. He also told me that some guys find me intimidating. I feel kinda funny but a little weird too. I mean honestly what is so intimidating about me? People also said that I have a bitchy face and attitude if I dont smile. I mean come on' what do you want me to do? Have a freaking smile on my face 24/7? Hahaaa but then again, they can think whatever they want as long as my friends and I know who I am. Other than that I dont really give a shit....or do I? Actually who am I kidding, I always say that I dont care but deep down I actually do care. When I hear something bad about myself I would think about it and try to change for the better that is.....?! Sometimes I feel I dont know who I am. One minute I'm feeling this way and another minute I feel another way. Guess I need to do some meditation....hehz....find out who I really am.
aBouT sCoRpIo Scorpio is symbolized by the Scorpion. Intense and emotionally perceptive, you pick up on unspoken words and speak the language of gesture. Deep, mysterious and magnetically attractive, you yearn for emotional intimacy. If hurt, you really sting -- and you don't forgive easily!
True? Only you can judge for yourself.
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My brain
To us aliens are scary, to them we are the scary ones
You found me :)
I think I laugh twice as loudly as you
I love scones and muffins
I love metaphysical stuffs
I love to travel
I love my job (at times)
And I love
