12 days to Christmas but somehow I feel something is amiss.
Dont read this if you dont wanna get bored...
Had a nice long talk with my friend/ friends the other day talking again about life's existence. You know me, always filled with questions probing in my mind. Sometimes all these questions be it personal or metaphysical totally consumes me and drains me. Being emotionally worrying is very tiring.
Found out something from a certain someone's past and it's constantly replaying in my mind. But slowly I am forgetting it day by day. Sometimes it's better not to know things or find out things which will in return cause you pain and hurt. I learnt that from experience. Many a times, I find myself thinking about life's outcome. What is it that we all are living for? I always believe that we are all here to Love. But in reality, life is about work. We are slaving almost 80% of our time at work and that leaves us that little time to love. Dont tell me it's a choice you take or the way your mentality thinks. Because it is TRUE. Work is our life. Yes there comes after work, which is social/ love life. But still, does that percentage overshines your life at work?
Love, faith and hope are all those principles which I am taught at Church and it does give me a brighter outlook in life. But sometimes when the crunch time comes, I always ask myself "Is it so hard just to love?" Obviously, some people do think so. I've heard of so many stories about humans being mean and treating others with disrespect. Why so? I wont say I'm any better. But I do learn and try to be better with myself. When you argue with your loved one, we automatically think of mean things to say, that's human err. I cant deny that.
My friend always tell me, you're born into this world with nothing and you'll leave this world with nothing. Why do humans have the urge to want more....more money...more material stuff...more girlfriends/ boyfriends....more this...more that...! I am guilty too, esp when it comes to shopping. Why do we have such a smart brain that we can be so cunning...have all these emotions which overwhelms me at times.
Why? Because god gave us FREEWILL....
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3:50 PM
My brain
To us aliens are scary, to them we are the scary ones
You found me :)
I think I laugh twice as loudly as you
I love scones and muffins
I love metaphysical stuffs
I love to travel
I love my job (at times)
And I love
