Its in my head. the headache has been there since god knows when. shake my head *once *twice and it is still there. cant stand long...*fainting spells...god i feel like a useless weakling.
I have attitude. A freaking sucky one. I am this way. I cant help it. People think I am nice. Trust me, I am not what people think I am. "Sweet sugary smiley sunshine girl". When I dont smile, "why you so moody?" HELLO!? People have moods. And I am announcing today that I have terrible swings....mood swings that is. Whoever sticks with me shall suffer! Freak! Did I make myself sound bad? No no...I am still nice, sweet, miss "everything is perfect suckup" rachie. But yet, sometimes and i mean sometimes i feel like shouting and being bad. I feel like turning around and running away. Shutting myself away. Alone. Solitude. I feel like slapping my face so hard it changes colour.
Skin. Different colour. The sun basking on my tan tan tan skin. Sun. Heat. Frolicking in my darkness of cover. Marks being created. Scars showing.
I dont know what this post is about but I feel weird. I feel sleepy even though I did sleep for about 8 hours. So what!? I am still sleepy! It does not matter how long you slept. The fact that you are still sleepy means you are sleepy. Wonder why people like to say "you sleep 8 hours not enough ah...!?" WHO CARES!? Who cares how long you sleep!? I can sleep for 20 hours but I still might be sleepy the next day!
Heated Conversations. Arguements. I am tired of it. Tired. Feelings cannot be controlled. I understand. But understanding is essential.
"away she walked. he did not express. emotions go unnoticed."
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10:46 PM
My brain
To us aliens are scary, to them we are the scary ones
You found me :)
I think I laugh twice as loudly as you
I love scones and muffins
I love metaphysical stuffs
I love to travel
I love my job (at times)
And I love
